I can't pinpoint the exact moment when my heart broke. I was sitting, texting with you. I said these words to you; "You love her do you?" and I already knew the answer, I just couldn't face it, I needed to know for sure, and you did'nt reply that text, and I wasn't suprised, because how could I suprised at something I knew? I realized that I wanted to shrink to a speck of dust, or maybe just dissapear altogether, and just rewind the last years and pretend I never did saw you, I should have walked away, I never should have known you, because you made me happy and I never should have trusted it :'c You know what? I need a break. A break from all of these. Dear eyes, Sorry for the tears. Dear heart, Sorry for the damage. Dear brain, You were right .And to the insane guy, Thanks for making memories with me ;) I hope you'll never forget about it and yeahh, never regret. And, I really miss us. I miss beeing in your life. I miss your jokes. I miss to make your day. You know we were so perfect :* I just really miss you. 

I wish that i had never met you . Then there would be no need to impress you .No need to want you . No need to love you . No need for crying over you . No need for heartbreaks . No need for pain or tears . No need for crying myself to sleep .No need for acting like you care . No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing .